Barbara L. (1960

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This memorial website was created in the memory of our loved one Barbara L. who was born in New York on 13 October 1960 and passed away on 21 august 2009 at the age of 48. We will remember her forever. She will live in our hearts forever....

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I am sorry / Tim Lever (Husband)
I am sorry about dads passing. I will miss him dearly and think of him often. I know he is once again happy to be with his beloved Barbara as you are to be with him. When I saw him in my dream Monday I knew the time was near and he would be up t...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY / JANET
I SEE THE FIRST STAR TWINKLING IN THE SKY AND I MAKE A WISH UPON IT THOUGHT I KNOW NOT WHY YOU ARE NOT HERE YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY TODAY SHOULD HAVE BEEN YOUR VERY SPECIAL DAY A DAY TO CELEBRATE A DAY TO CHEER A DAY TO HAVE ALL YOU FRIEND AND FAMILY NEA...

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Thirty Two Years / Tim Lever (Husband)
Thirty two years ago I married my sweetheart and best friend I think of you and miss you daily as I know you can see I often wonder how you are doing but I know you are fine and no longer in pain This may sound selfish to all that will read I wish yo...

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Miss You / Janet
HAS IT REALLY BEEN TWO YEARS HAS IT REALLY BEEN THAT LONG AGO THAT YOU HAD TO SAY GOOD-BYE AND WE HAD TO LET YOU GO THE DAYS HAVE NOT BEEN EASY THE NIGHTS SAD AND BLUE THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS US GOING IS KNOWING SOMEDAY WE WILL BE WITH YOU WE KNOW ...

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Two years / Tim Lever (Husband)
It’s been two years since that dreadful day our hearts were broken that they called you away. Our minds were filled with emotions and fear our eyes red from shedding so many tears. We are still in shock as you are no longer near we only get thr...

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Angel / Janet

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Tears forever fall / Tim Lever (Husband)

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Missing / Tina Robinson

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Sorry I missed Easter / Tim Lever (Husband)

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Happy Easter Mom! / Danielle (Daughter)

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Please don't judge / Tim Lever (Husband)

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We both know / Tim Lever (Husband)

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Wakeing / Tim Lever (Husband)

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What is love / Tim Lever (Husband)

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So many / Tim Lever (Husband)

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Her legacy

feelings

i just dont understand why he takes the good ones...the ones that would never hurt anyone....the ones who would help anyone......it makes me mad ....sad and confused......it just isnt fair......sigh.......

poem
When tomorrow starts without me
and I'm not there for you to see...
If the sun should rise and find your
eyes filled with tears for me
I wish so much you would not cry
the way you did today...
While thinking of the many things
we never got to say.
I know how much you love me
as much as I love you...
And each time you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
please try to understand...
That Jesus came called my name
and took me by the hand
And said my place was ready
in heaven far above...
And that I'd have to leave behind
all those I dearly love.
So when tomorrow starts without me
don't think we're far apart...
For every time you think of me
I'm right there within your heart.

poem
I AM WATCHING AND I SEE YOUR TEARS
DO NOT CRY I WILL CALM ALL OF YOUR FEARS
I AM IN HEAVEN NOW AND I DONT FEEL PAIN
SO LET ME TELL YOU ALL ONCE AGAIN

I HAD A GREAT LIFE I HAD IT ALL
A WONDERFUL HUSBAND THAT I ADORE
GREAT FAMILY AND FRIENDS
AND A WHOLE LOT MORE

I AM AT PEACE NOW LOOKING DOWN
SO LOOK UP WITH A SMILE NOT A FROWN
ITS BEAUTIFUL HERE WAIT AND SEE
ONE DAY YOU WILL ALL BE HERE WITH ME

OF MY CHILDREN I COULD NOT BE MORE PROUD OF YOU
YOU NEVER LET ME DOWN ITS TRUE
TAKE CARE OF DAD HE WILL HAVE SOME BAD DAYS
SO LOVE HIM AND HOLD HIM NO MATTER WHAT HE SAYS

TO MY SISTERS I WOULD LIKE TO SAY
I LOVE YOU IN A VERY SPECIAL WAY
YOU WERE THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU ALL
AND NEVER HESITATED TO VISIT OR CALL

YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS TO ME
BUT LET ME REST NOW FOR IT HAS TO BE
I AM DOING FINE AND I WILL WATCH OVER YOU
I WILL BE THERE IN EVERYTHING YOU DO

AND I WOULD LIKE TO THANK KELLY TOO
FOR HELPING OUT WHEN I NEEDED YOU
YOU ARE SPECIAL AND HAVE A BEAUTIFUL HEART
IN MY EYES YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PART

AND TO MY EXTENDED FAMILY THE LEVER BUNCH
YOU MISS ME TOO JUST A HUNCH
YOU ACCEPTED ME AS ONE OF YOUR OWN
AND MADE ME KNOW I WASNT ALONE

DONT FRET I WILL BE THERE FOR YOU ALL TOO
AND BE THERE IN WHAT EVER YOU DO
TAKE CARE OF YOUR BROTHER TIL HE IS HERE WITH ME
FAMILY IS IMPORTANT DONT YOU ALL SEE

NOW TO MY HUSBAND WHAT CAY I SAY
TIM I LOVE YOU MORE WITH EACH PASSING DAY
YOU WERE THERE THE MOST WHEN THINGS GOT BAD
NOONE KNOWS THE GRIEF YOU HAD

YOU WERE THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU MOST
AND YOU NEVER WAIVERED AND DID NOT BOAST
YOU HELD MY HAND AND DRIED MY TEARS
AND WHEN I WAS SCARED YOU CALMED MY FEARS

MY HEART ACHES BECAUSE I SEE YOU WEEP
TIM I AM WATCHING YOU AS YOU SLEEP
I TOUCH YOUR CHEEK AND KISS YOUR BROW
SO ITS TIME FOR ME TO WATCH OVER YOU NOW

AND EVERY DAY I WILL BE BY YOUR SIDE
PLEASE PROMISE ME YOU WONT TRY TO HIDE
IF IT HURTS INSIDE OF YOU LET IT OUT
I KNOW YOU ARE HURTING WITHOUT A DOUBT

I HAVE TO GO NOW BUT I MUST SAY TO YOU ALL
CELEBRATE ME WITH GLADNESS AND TRY NOT TO FALL
I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOU IN PAIN
BE HAPPY KNOWING WE WILL ALL SEE EACH OTHER ONCE AGAIN............JML

Poem
SOMETIMES......
SOMEONE COMES INTO YOUR LIFE
THATS LIKE NO OTHER
FIRST YOU ARE TALKING AND SMILING
THEN THE NEXT THING YOU KNOW
YOU WANT TO REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM
TO STROKE THEIR CHEEK
AND TOUCH THEIR LIPS
SOMETIMES.....
YOU WONDER WHAT IT
WOULD BE LIKE TO
BE HELD IN THEIR ARMS
TO HEAR THEIR WHISPERS TO YOU
TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE SPECIAL
KNOWING THAT THEY ACHE INSIDE
JUST AS YOU DO
SOMETIMES.....
YOU FIND YOURSELF AMAZED
THAT JUST A GLANCE
CAN SEND INCREDIBLE SENSATIONS
THROUGH YOUR BODY AND SOUL
AND JUST THE THOUGHT OF THEM STIRS PASSION
SOMETIME YOU BELIEVE IT
WILL NEVER END
OR THAT YOU WILL BE SWEPT AWAY
INTO THE ARMS OF THE SHADOWS
THROUGH SOME MAGICAL MEANS
AND THE HAPPINESS YOU CRAVE
WILL BE OVERFLOWING
AND YOU WILL KNOW SADNESS
OR LONLINESS AGAIN
SOMETIMES THE PAIN SETS IN
AND THE HURT BECOMES
A HAUNTING REMINDER
OF WHAT IS TO COME
AND WHERE THEY MUST BE
THE HEAVYNESS IN YOUR HEART
IS ALMOST TOO MUCH TO BEAR
SOMETIMES....
YOU WONDER IF IT WAS ALL WORTH
THE TIME YOU SHARED AS ONE
AND THINK WHAT IF AND IF I HADN'T
BUT YOU CANNOT DWELL ON THE PAST
JUST BE HERE TODAY
AND LOVE SO FIERCE THAT IT HURTS
SOMETIMES...
YOU ASK DID I DO THE RIGHT THING
DID I CHOOSE THE RIGHT MATE
AND KNOW DEEP WITHIN YOUR HEART
YOU ARE FOOLISH FOR EVEN
DOUBTING YOURSELF FOR ONE SECOND
SOMETIMES.......
WHEN IT RAINS YOU REMEMBER
THE TEARS SHED OVER THE YEARS
TEARS OF SADNESS AND
YES LAUGHTER TOO
AND YOU THINK OF THE LIFE YOU SHARED
AND THE CHILDREN YOU RAISED
AND WITH A HEAVY HEART
AND SILENTLY YOU WEEP
SOMETIMES.....
SAYING GOODBYE IS THE HARDEST
THING YOU WILL EVER DO
SO CLING TO YOUR MEMORIES
AND ALL THAT EXHISTED
BETWEEN YOU TWO
KNOWING IT WILL ALWAYS
BE ETCHED UPON YOUR HEART
TIL THE END OF ETERNITY
AND WITH A SILENT SIGH
YOU KNOW YOU HAVE TO
LET GO AND SAY ONE FINAL GOODBYE........JML

Poem
THEY SAY IT ONLY HURTS A LIL WHILE
BUT THEY WERE WRONG
THE HURT WE FEEL IS
JUST AS STRONG

THEY SAY THINGS WILL
GET BETTER BY THE DAY
BUT WHO DO THEY THINK
THEY ARE ANYWAY

THEY SAY THAT I GUESS
IT WAS MEANT TO BE
AGAIN THEY WERE
WRONG DONT YOU SEE

THEY SAY EVERYTHING
HAPPENS FOR A REASON TOO
APPARENTLY THEY HAD
NEVER MET YOU

WITH YOUR CHILDISH LAUGH
AND LOVING WAY
AND KINDNESS SHOWN
FROM DAY TO DAY

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST
WONDERFUL PEOPLE
WE HAVE EVER MET
WE WONT BE FORGETTING YOU
ANYTIME SOON THATS A BET

YOU MADE A DIFFERENCE TO
EVERYONE YOU HAD
THE CHANCE TO KNOW
YOU NEVER CARED
IF THEY WERE FRIEND OR FOE

SO ON THIS VERY SPECIAL
DAY OF DAYS
KNOW THAT WE LOVE
IN MANY WAYS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARB
WE SAY UNTO YOU
WATCH OVER US ALL
TIL WE ARE THERE IN
HEAVEN WITH YOU TOO..........LOVE YOUR FAMILY.......